I am beginning to feel that the questions I ask the universe are mere formalities. A question can open a dialogue, but the reply isn’t always about the same subject.
In the middle of 3-cards I drew today was the Four of Stones – the Power of the Earth. The question I asked was about an immediate problem and I interpreted them accordingly. Later, I looked the cards up in Rachel Pollack’s books. I always do this for any reading I do with the Haindl – partly to jog my memory but also as a form of bibliomancy. Sometimes I find another aspect to the reading this way.
As I read about the 4 of Stones, these phrases sprung out at me:
…if we understand our fears we can overcome them
…with most people living in cities, the Earth seems less fearsome
…and understood their own place in the world
…tell us to…find our own place
Reversed, the Four of Stones indicates losing a sense of place…
…does not know where she or he fits…
When some conqueror…forced them to relocate, they became lost.
All of which probably won’t mean much to you, until I tell you that we’re in the process of moving house. Which, by the way, has nothing to do with the question I asked.
We have yet to find somewhere we want to live but this week the couple buying our house have found a first-time buyer for theirs, so the pressure is on. We are planning to move from the “city” (it’s technically a large town), to the sticks. I won’t deny I’m a little anxious. (Excited, yes, of course, but the thing I’m excited about still appears so distant that anxiety trumps it, no problem.)
…it describes thunder as a great shock…people become terrified…yet in summer a thunderstorm can also bring joy
As well as describing the situation, the book suggests solutions:
The background for the Four of Stones comes from the same painting as the Seven of Wands [Courage] and the Ten of Cups [Success].
The card calls us to respect the sources of power in our lives.
We have lived here a long time. It is familiar and safe, and although we want to start a new life somewhere else, it takes a ridiculous amount of courage to do so. The last line I quoted suggests recognising the other things in my life that make me feel familiar and safe – most of which I will be taking with me when we move. And when we get there, the power of the earth – nature, wildlife, the seasons and the stars – will provide me with a familiar background against which to build our new life.